majlis tertinggi

hey blog

just went home from a meeting utk the reunion and had decided to build 3 main biro for the majlis tertinggi. Activities, Marketing, Foods are the main biro yang sudah dicipta dan diketuai oleh Zarita, Nadia and Azlan. they have to chose other people untuk membantu mereka.
sume akan dimulakan esok. maybe kalo perlu jadi sebagai kerahan tenaga pun kene juge. but actually the problem is this is not formal reunion under our school. this is individual. actually we all are searching for sponsors from other people who interested. it can be in cash, hamper or etc
but mmg susah gile nak cari sponsor. tambah tambah kitorang individual =( susah nye...

welcome home

hey blog.

sudah dua hari naz balik dari a holiday with family.
went to kelantan. actually bukan my 1st time kat sana. dah banyak kali
bese la mom always luvs kelantan. rantau panjang la, pasar siti khadijah la. dunno la
thanks anyway to yan and pa'an coz memberi kata semangat
bukan tiada org memberi kata semangat cuma kadang2 kite mahu lebih untuk feel good
i still remember my mom ade terlepas cakap di kelantan bout me.
'adik, baru mak paham nape dulu ko kene buat rayuan baru bole masuk uitm'
then i tanye la balik 'why'
then she replied 'agaknye sebab mmg ko tak layak kot'
betapa keciknya hati i at that time, hanya Tuhan je tahu. naz pujuk diri sendiri
naz cakap pada diri sendiri.if i dun deserved awal2 lagi dah dismiss.
at the same time she kept comparing me with Nadia and Nolie.
whats up with dat? nadia is my childhood fren, and nolie is my bestest fren in uitm
apa sebenarnya my mom trying to do? membakar semangat atau sekadar batu api?
i hate when my mom comparing me with my frens. yeah i did i got banyak kawan
tapi naz tak ramai kawan baik. naz tak ramai kawan rapat. apa yang ada, tu la aje
sangat sedey and sangat regret dan sangat tensen.
sampai bila naz kena buat bodo tanpa membela diri sendiri?

burning inside

this is my bad day i guess.apa yang naz takutkan sudah terjadi
my result wasnt ok. its really bad and turn me down
i got 2 papers yg kene repeat balik. my account paper and eco paper
this is suck! tatau nak komen apa bout my result coz i also terkejut
but bende dah jadi takkan leh undone kan?
but the most important my dad called just now
he told me i got 2 summons (again!) at Tapah and Slim River
polis tu kata 2 saman for RM450. waaaa nyusahkan mak abah lagik.
dunno nak komen apa jugak. but this case i rase nak nanges sbb
melibatkan org lain. i tatau nak explain bout my result and summon cam ne
im fucking mad at myself.
its burning inside and nobody knows

update nye saye!!

hey blog

waaa such a tired day la
dah beberapa hari asyik sibuk with the reunion
punya la nak benda ni jadi sampai mengalahkan menteri
currently around 40 person dah confirm nak join
harap2 menjadi la apa yang kitorang rancang ni
bukan senang nak jumpe kawan kawan lama
but bese la bila ade benda baru mesti ade yang tak puas ati
and ia dtg dr kawan2 sendiri juga rupenye.ni la manusia.
tahu memberi komen yg tak membina dan hanya terus komen
well i really2 hope this reunion menjadi sbb ini bukan sekadar cakap kosong
so far, ia mendapat sambutan yang menggalakkan.40 org ni pun separuh gile
susah kalo dah lost contact.masing2 byk tuka no hp. haiya!!
Mahadians Reunion LOL!

*brown eyes*

Remember the first day when I saw your face
remember the first day when you smiled at me
you stepped to me and you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about

remember the first day when you called my house
remember the first day when you took me ou
twe had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised and we haven't argued since
remember the first day we stopped playing games
remember the first day you fell in love with meit
felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

i'm so happy so happy that you're in my life
and baby now that you're a part of me
you showed me
showed me the meaning of true love
and i know he loves me

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

He looks at me and his brown eyes tell his soul

destiny's child

destiny

dear blog

today was my bay day ever!
things happen and happen
till i cant handle it by myself
ive been wondering, whats goin on actually?
i woke up late this morning so im late for my class
i cant get my work done coz stuck in the middle of it
my mom scolded me without checking
i had been fined by Majlis Bandaraya Shah Alam
coz i went to cyber cafe for 5 minutes to print my mom's work
i went home and realize i forgot to bring keys.
i decided to go to my dad's office to take his keys
but i realized my car dun have enough petrol becoz its already E!
i just got RM2 at the moment so?
i called my dad and he asked me why am i crying so bad
after 1/2 hour he arrived and give me some money to pay up this summon i thought its over but im wrong.i had big fight with my brother actually its a small matter. but yeah it was my fault
and he hit me. i felt so hurt in deep inside my heart.nobody hurt me b4 this
my fault again.bcoz of my words he became angry.
lastly he told me.he never ment to hit me.im his sister.
and he told me. he dun want this thing happen again.
my question is. what happen to me? am i a trouble maker for my family?
i already give up.

mahadians reunion

hey ya blog

actually td hanta my assignment.dah siap dgn jaya nye. lol
td start new topic. new prob haha

i will handle raja mahadi's reunion for my batch
im the director? can u believe that?
happy+excited+worried <<----currently feelings
can i handle the function?
naz dpt rasa if ramai yg coorperate, mesti function jd best!
harap dpt sambutan ramai la kan?
hehehe

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

hey ya blog

sgt tensen finish up my assignment
assignment yg sgt susah sbb memerlukan
basic knowledge in accounting yg blaja time part 1
ala suda lupe la and kene submit this wednesday
slamber kan tak siap?
my balance sheet tak balance. huwaaaa
tertekan nye idop!!!
esok got test bab 1- bab 13
satu pun tak baca lagik. ala malas nye
ni la dugaan kalo amik short course
saba,saba,rilek,rilek hahaha

saat gembira takkan dilupakan =) 

mother's day

happy mother's day to my mom,
puan sariah bt abdul hamid
may god bless ya mom!
and happy always

to all mothers out there
happy mothers day

kl fashion week

good evening blog!

a bit tired because of yesterday event
uitm perak dijemput utk membuat pertunjukan
for kl fashion week at Midvalley Megamall yesterday
so bebudak fashion department menonjolkan bakat2 yang ada
ramai jugak bebudak uitm perak ade utk memberi support
well apa yg membanggakan, sorang budak account
terpilih jadi model utk memperagakan baju
and it was a guy! hahaha bayangkan betapa kiut
punye la risau apa la akan jd kat atas pentas
but congratulations he did a good job!
tak sangka sesengal dia diluar tak sama bile dipentas
very stylo and chicky! hehe
at the same time naz dpt jumpe rakan2 kat uitm
spending time together. sangat seronok dan enjoy :)

waaaa

oOoOo now i realize tak susah rupenye letak pitcha
then kat sini i dah letak dua pitcha
dgn kwn2 yg paling naz rapat kat uitm.
thanks for being my fren
lots of luvs and respects

me & nolie 

me and frens 

hmmm...

hari ni naz blaja satu bende baru
tak la baru sgt utk myself but sekadar to remind me
kadang kadang ada perkara dalam hidup ni
kita tak berapa puas ati dan
terasa ada yang lebih baik dari itu
tapi yg pasti kadang kadang
sama ada kita puas atau tidak
kita terpaksa bersyukur
bersyukur pada yang sedia ada dan yang baru ada
dan sama ada kita bersedia menerima atau tidak
kita kena hadapinya.this is reality
hidup mesti ade dugaan.walau tak terduga,
kena redah juga apa yang datang
nape ye? nape perlu begini
kalau kita tak ikhlas menerima ini semua

yang ku mau

Seringnya ku berpikir sampai pernah
Tak jua ku temukan jalan keluarnya
Jika memang bukan ini sudah tamatkanlah

Karena ku tak mau waktu ku terbuang
Jangan memaksakan ini
Jika memang bukan ini
Karena sesuatu yang peka
Buat kita jadi masalah

Yang ku mau ada diri mu
Tapi tak begini keadaannya
Yang ku mau selalu dengan mu

Jika Tuhan mau begini
Rubahlah semua jadi yang ku mau
Karena ku ingin
Semua berjalan seperti yang ku mau

Jangan memaksakan ini
Jika memang bukan yang ini
Karena sesuatu yang peka
Buat kita jadi masalah


Kris Dayanti

phew!!

helo blog

this is my first time nak celik it
wahaha well this is the result
masih byk kene dipelajari
thanks to my best buddy, Nawwar Izyan and
tak lupe jugak cry4freedom
sbb bersabar dgn kelembapan naz